OH MY GOD

I have the biggest crush on this guy at work. We don't work together. In fact, he's probably in the 19-22 year old age range. Could you die? I'm going to be 30 in June! Anyway, he is a worker at this after-school program and I think he is so freaking cute. *sigh* We say hello and that's about it. I have this fantasy of running into him at a local bar or something and us just hitting it off. I'm so stupid.