Addiction: Food

I'm addicted to eating like an alcoholic is addicted to drinking. I'm sick. I'm trying to change. This is my journal.

Total Weight Loss - 40 lbs

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Ready to quit this...ALREADY!

It's not going well. Here's a rundown of how UNWELL it's going:

Thursday night after the whole weigh-in: Jack-In-The-Box, Twix, Ice Cream

Friday: Chinese food, chocolate covered peanuts, chips, wine, beer, more food at the party than I needed

Saturday: Chick-Fil-A (I won a gift cert there Friday night), Chili's (Southwestern eggrolls and a Chocolate Chip Paradise Pie.

OUCH. I mean, this has just been really bad. I was "taking the day off" Friday and was going to start back Saturday, but after being sick Friday night, I slept until noon Saturday and didn't feel like going to the grocery store. Rach and I ordered Chili's to go and pigged out in private at my apt last night.

I just finished my normal WW breakfast and have plans to go to the store today, but I'm not sure I can undo the damage that I've done by Thursday night.

I am so stupid.

I am so addicted.

3 Comments:

  • At 2:01 PM, Blogger Sarah said…

    It will be ok. Today is a new day. I was pretty much in your same shoes this week too. It seems like once I get to a point of messing up and eating badly I keep doing it for a few days because I feel so helpless. I finally reach a point where I get back on the wagon. I know you can do it!!! We all make mistakes. You'll be fine.

     
  • At 2:33 PM, Blogger Hungry Fat Girl said…

    Thanks Sarah :)

    I just got back from the grocery store and feel much more in control now. I have been putting that trip off for a couple of days now and I think if I'd gone a few days ago I wouldn't have done what I did yesterday.

    Turns out I can't make it to my meeting this week (I have had a scheduled laser appt for two months now and those things are HARD to reschedule) and none of the other meeting times suit me, so I'm going to skip weigh in this week and go back next week. My goal is to make it to a total of -15 by the next meeting. :)

     
  • At 2:48 PM, Blogger Sarah said…

    I love the feeling of coming back from the grocery store with all sorts of WW goodies. I wish I could feel like that all the time. I feel so prepared and ready for anything. Life happens and our schedules change. I am sure you will do awesome at your next weigh in =)

     

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