Hungry (Warning: Some material in this post may be unsuitable for some readers)
For the past week, I've gone over my points and used all my flex points, but I still find myself hungry all the damn time. I wake up hungry, I go to bed hungry. I'm hungry now, at 8:25 a.m. after eating breakfast just over an hour ago.
Maybe I have a tapeworm. EWWWWWWWWWW! ;)
If there's one thing I can do right on this system, it's drinking water. I usually drink twice the daily recommended amount and sometimes still feel thirsty.
Yes, I know I'm probably on the verge of being diabetic. :(
My feet and ankles had been swelling every day before I started WW, and now that has stopped...until yesterday...but the swelling was only in my right ankle, and it wasn't really bad. I do have an injury in that foot that's been hurting a bit lately, but I don't know.
And I don't want to go to the doctor. I only go to the doctor when I have sinus/strep throat. Haven't had a real physical since sometime in my early teens (I think), and I know that something is HUGELY wrong with my periods. Yet, I still won't go to the doctor.
I'm just gonna put this out there, and I'm sorry if it's TMI for you people, but it's been weighing on my mind...I'm so freaking paranoid that I've convinced myself I'm diseased because I had unprotected sex with one person only ONCE in my entire life. It was stupid, and I wish I could take it back, but he was sooooo pushy and I know that's not an excuse, but damn me and my low self-esteem.
I want to throw up just thinking about him.
Anyway, so many things are wrong with me physically, but the weight is the one thing I feel like I have control over. I choose what I eat. I choose how I spend my time (sedentary or active). I just wish, at this point, I wasn't so hungry all the time.
(Also, who is my new friend from Ohio that's been visiting here? I pretty much know everyone who reads this blog, and none of them are from Ohio. Welcome, and please don't be shy...introduce yourself!)
Maybe I have a tapeworm. EWWWWWWWWWW! ;)
If there's one thing I can do right on this system, it's drinking water. I usually drink twice the daily recommended amount and sometimes still feel thirsty.
Yes, I know I'm probably on the verge of being diabetic. :(
My feet and ankles had been swelling every day before I started WW, and now that has stopped...until yesterday...but the swelling was only in my right ankle, and it wasn't really bad. I do have an injury in that foot that's been hurting a bit lately, but I don't know.
And I don't want to go to the doctor. I only go to the doctor when I have sinus/strep throat. Haven't had a real physical since sometime in my early teens (I think), and I know that something is HUGELY wrong with my periods. Yet, I still won't go to the doctor.
I'm just gonna put this out there, and I'm sorry if it's TMI for you people, but it's been weighing on my mind...I'm so freaking paranoid that I've convinced myself I'm diseased because I had unprotected sex with one person only ONCE in my entire life. It was stupid, and I wish I could take it back, but he was sooooo pushy and I know that's not an excuse, but damn me and my low self-esteem.
I want to throw up just thinking about him.
Anyway, so many things are wrong with me physically, but the weight is the one thing I feel like I have control over. I choose what I eat. I choose how I spend my time (sedentary or active). I just wish, at this point, I wasn't so hungry all the time.
(Also, who is my new friend from Ohio that's been visiting here? I pretty much know everyone who reads this blog, and none of them are from Ohio. Welcome, and please don't be shy...introduce yourself!)
posted by Hungry Fat Girl @ 6:22 AM
2 Comments:
At 7:11 AM,
Anonymous said…
You know, yesterday I had a lean pocket for lunch, it was soooo not enough so then I had about 9 pizza rolls. Don't get too down on yourself, everyone I know loves to eat and so do I. And I hate feeling hungry. And then I'll just eat because I can. Like when I buy a big 1lb bag of Twizzlers and put them in my desk. But by the end of the day they are ALL GONE! WHERE DID THEY GO? I SWEAR SOMEONE STOLE THEM!
Man, see now I want a twizzler :(
The main thing is your HEALTH. Maybe you rhsoul scedule a physical so that any worries that you have can be cleared. It would be good for you to go to the doctor and get some of these medical worries off your chest. If something is wrong, they can help you and its better that you go now than later when its too later! I LOVE YOU!
At 2:20 PM,
Kat said…
I'm from Cinci... I've been lurking around for a few days. I'm thinking of joining WW, and was curious how other people felt about the program.
My name's Katrina.
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